They have been given the all clear from the mamogram and the ultrasound, but still, I just dont feel right.
I am seeing a specialist on November 15 to make sure. Not sure what she is going to say or do that will be any different to the last make sure, but hey, I guess a girl just has to wait it out. If something had showed up, I would have seen the specialist earlier. So I guess I should be grateful for that.
And I am, Its just that i dont feel right. They dont feel right at all.
I love them, I have always loved them, but to have them feel this way is so completely upsetting. They are sore to touch, it hurts to fold my arms or lay on them.
Im grumpy and irritable with my girls and Im not very nice to live with. I think they want to move out, luckily they are too young :-) I am opening a new premises soon. There is so much going on that I need to be present for.
Ok I need a healing, I cant heal myself effectively, so I need to go and see someone before the 15th November.
Ok, enough of the venting... Im off
xxx
I am seeing a specialist on November 15 to make sure. Not sure what she is going to say or do that will be any different to the last make sure, but hey, I guess a girl just has to wait it out. If something had showed up, I would have seen the specialist earlier. So I guess I should be grateful for that.
And I am, Its just that i dont feel right. They dont feel right at all.
I love them, I have always loved them, but to have them feel this way is so completely upsetting. They are sore to touch, it hurts to fold my arms or lay on them.
Im grumpy and irritable with my girls and Im not very nice to live with. I think they want to move out, luckily they are too young :-) I am opening a new premises soon. There is so much going on that I need to be present for.
Ok I need a healing, I cant heal myself effectively, so I need to go and see someone before the 15th November.
Ok, enough of the venting... Im off
xxx
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