2011:
Its been the most incredibly difficult, amazing, transformational and beautiful year of my life.
I wont go over or recount all the things I have already written about, but just to say loss and growth have been the standouts.
I have been tried and tested and challenged more than ever. I have shared my life with beautiful friends, some who turned out to be the ones who dont stay around for very long, but taught me huge lessons. Mostly about being challenged, about trust, and about honouring self.
My relationship with my mother has not been great since I was about 16 years old, but this year I realised that she is my greatest teacher and the way things are, are just the way things are, nothing is how it is perceived and its never as bad as you think!
I experienced a period with my daughter where she had to leave me to realise she had never left and my dad went through some emotional trauma and left me for a few months, but with patience and persistance they both found their way back.
I had to leave my home and suburb of 10 years, another lesson in attachment. I moved home and business to a new house with old friend, and watched both the house and the friendship fall apart before my eyes. I shared a house with another friend and also watched that friendship pass by the wayside.
I contacted Rev. Graham Long from the Wayside Chapel in Sydneys Kings Cross to offer my services as a volunteer for 2012, im really looking forward to that in the next few weeks. Having conversations and being available to the homeless, the down and outs of Sydney, or just some who have fallen by the wayside. The difference to be made is immense, and I feel just as much to me as anyone.
I recently found the most beautiful home, paying crazy expensive rent, but feels more like home than any home ive ever lived in. I took on a border, who was down on her luck and she stayed for a while, took what she needed and moved on. As trusting and intuitive as we are, sometimes we are tricked so that we may learn a lesson. I have learnt, not to stop trusting, but to freely give love without expecting anything in return. I learnt another lesson in expectation, for as long as we have this, there is the possibility to be disappointed. I learned that love is not always returned and people are not always grateful, and that is completely ok. I served a purpose and learnt something for myself.
My daughters are happy, the dogs and cats are happy and most of all, I am happy.
I am very excited about the new year and 2012.
This will be the second year of my full time business and the most expansive
I have plans of a Hand Heart Soul Community Healing Centre, where you will have access to information, support groups and endless possibility.
I have tapped into some therapy with Infinite Love and Gratitude and 2012 will be my year of healing and travel.
Connecting with old friends and creating many new ones maybe even that special someone will meander on by. Maybe they already have :-)
So with all this in mind, i wish you and your families and loved ones the most exquisite holiday season.
Be safe and be kind to each other.
I lookm forward to connectiong with all of you in 2012, on many levels, whether it be to speak, touch, listen or learn. I am available.
I love you
I honour you
I hold you in my Hand Heart and Soul
I am infinitely grateful for you
Namaste
xxx
Its been the most incredibly difficult, amazing, transformational and beautiful year of my life.
I wont go over or recount all the things I have already written about, but just to say loss and growth have been the standouts.
I have been tried and tested and challenged more than ever. I have shared my life with beautiful friends, some who turned out to be the ones who dont stay around for very long, but taught me huge lessons. Mostly about being challenged, about trust, and about honouring self.
My relationship with my mother has not been great since I was about 16 years old, but this year I realised that she is my greatest teacher and the way things are, are just the way things are, nothing is how it is perceived and its never as bad as you think!
I experienced a period with my daughter where she had to leave me to realise she had never left and my dad went through some emotional trauma and left me for a few months, but with patience and persistance they both found their way back.
I had to leave my home and suburb of 10 years, another lesson in attachment. I moved home and business to a new house with old friend, and watched both the house and the friendship fall apart before my eyes. I shared a house with another friend and also watched that friendship pass by the wayside.
I contacted Rev. Graham Long from the Wayside Chapel in Sydneys Kings Cross to offer my services as a volunteer for 2012, im really looking forward to that in the next few weeks. Having conversations and being available to the homeless, the down and outs of Sydney, or just some who have fallen by the wayside. The difference to be made is immense, and I feel just as much to me as anyone.
I recently found the most beautiful home, paying crazy expensive rent, but feels more like home than any home ive ever lived in. I took on a border, who was down on her luck and she stayed for a while, took what she needed and moved on. As trusting and intuitive as we are, sometimes we are tricked so that we may learn a lesson. I have learnt, not to stop trusting, but to freely give love without expecting anything in return. I learnt another lesson in expectation, for as long as we have this, there is the possibility to be disappointed. I learned that love is not always returned and people are not always grateful, and that is completely ok. I served a purpose and learnt something for myself.
My daughters are happy, the dogs and cats are happy and most of all, I am happy.
I am very excited about the new year and 2012.
This will be the second year of my full time business and the most expansive
I have plans of a Hand Heart Soul Community Healing Centre, where you will have access to information, support groups and endless possibility.
I have tapped into some therapy with Infinite Love and Gratitude and 2012 will be my year of healing and travel.
Connecting with old friends and creating many new ones maybe even that special someone will meander on by. Maybe they already have :-)
So with all this in mind, i wish you and your families and loved ones the most exquisite holiday season.
Be safe and be kind to each other.
I lookm forward to connectiong with all of you in 2012, on many levels, whether it be to speak, touch, listen or learn. I am available.
I love you
I honour you
I hold you in my Hand Heart and Soul
I am infinitely grateful for you
Namaste
xxx
