I spent the weekend, a long weekend, in the south of Victoria. Torquay, near Bells Beach, yes I know very hard to take. There was a small trip to Berlin I fitted in as well. Another story never to be told :-)
I was having a wonderful time, visiting my Besty for our birthdays, hanging with the girls, eating and drinking and celebrating in general. The weather was beautiful, I was relaxed and happy, coming back to a busy few days of massage and appointments. All was well in my world.......... Until......
Saturday...... I received a call that altered my entire life. I was so hurt, angry, disappointed and confused all at the same time. All I could think of was how could this happen, and what did I do to deserve it. Then i felt bad for feeling bad and tried to work out a way to get over it and still save my business. I refused to have it impact me for too long. You know when you speak to one of those people who just say something so beautiful and profound that they restore your faith in human nature?? Well this was NOT one of those conversations or in any way one of those people. It was the woman who owns my studio that I massage from. A woman I called friend. She was ringing to inform me that it had been rented to someone else. I knew it was coming, and I mentioned it in my last massage blog, but I also was told I had a few weeks to wind down and find somewhere else..... NO the new tennant was moving in the next day and I needed to get my stuff out today. A little difficult, as I wasnt even in the same state.
I know in my last massage blog I shared that something bigger and better must have been about to present itself, and of course, it has and I will blog all the details after its all confirmed on Saturday, but to receive such a call, really through me.
So I arrived home late Monday evening to find that all my belongings from where I massage were delivered to my door at home. Thats it. Finished. Over. No thank you. No sorry for the inconvenience. No Nothing.
I dont think I have ever felt so angry, and I really allowed myself to be angry. I went for a walk, I breathed, I meditated, I bitched and moaned and this blog is my last hurrah!. I shall winge and whine no more. I blame noone. I hold no malice or grudges. I have lost a friend but gained something so much more.
Our lessons are always there, right there to bite us on the arse when we least expect it.
I had no contract, just a handshake and nothing written , just trust.
I will never stop trusting, but I will always have a contract.
Who said, "Our biggest challenges create our biggest lessons"
SO TRUE :-)
I will keep you informed of the bigger and better premises really soon
Love Love Love
xxx
I was having a wonderful time, visiting my Besty for our birthdays, hanging with the girls, eating and drinking and celebrating in general. The weather was beautiful, I was relaxed and happy, coming back to a busy few days of massage and appointments. All was well in my world.......... Until......
Saturday...... I received a call that altered my entire life. I was so hurt, angry, disappointed and confused all at the same time. All I could think of was how could this happen, and what did I do to deserve it. Then i felt bad for feeling bad and tried to work out a way to get over it and still save my business. I refused to have it impact me for too long. You know when you speak to one of those people who just say something so beautiful and profound that they restore your faith in human nature?? Well this was NOT one of those conversations or in any way one of those people. It was the woman who owns my studio that I massage from. A woman I called friend. She was ringing to inform me that it had been rented to someone else. I knew it was coming, and I mentioned it in my last massage blog, but I also was told I had a few weeks to wind down and find somewhere else..... NO the new tennant was moving in the next day and I needed to get my stuff out today. A little difficult, as I wasnt even in the same state.
I know in my last massage blog I shared that something bigger and better must have been about to present itself, and of course, it has and I will blog all the details after its all confirmed on Saturday, but to receive such a call, really through me.
So I arrived home late Monday evening to find that all my belongings from where I massage were delivered to my door at home. Thats it. Finished. Over. No thank you. No sorry for the inconvenience. No Nothing.
I dont think I have ever felt so angry, and I really allowed myself to be angry. I went for a walk, I breathed, I meditated, I bitched and moaned and this blog is my last hurrah!. I shall winge and whine no more. I blame noone. I hold no malice or grudges. I have lost a friend but gained something so much more.
Our lessons are always there, right there to bite us on the arse when we least expect it.
I had no contract, just a handshake and nothing written , just trust.
I will never stop trusting, but I will always have a contract.
Who said, "Our biggest challenges create our biggest lessons"
SO TRUE :-)
I will keep you informed of the bigger and better premises really soon
Love Love Love
xxx
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